Jacob loves pillows

Jacob has this weird need to put a pillow over his belly when ever he sits down, its slightly strange so it does bother me a little. Today he took it kind of far and surrounded himself with pillows. What is he hideing from? Its a good thing I love him!

A little bit of everything

This is my 26th Birthday, I let Jacob buy me a huge balloon and it made me exteremely happy
Victoria bought me this beautiful cake
Here are my 2 home made Birthday treats. These Rice krispis treats.

Here is my nightmare of a cake! it tasted awful!!!! plus it was completly jimmy rigged! we had no candles so my mom put a cup cake wrapper in the corner and called it a "party hat" and my dad scribbled happy birthday in caramel ice cream topper. worst cake ever!!!
Snowflake!

Jacob loves beads!

In Utah

dreaming of the beach

There has been a lot going on, and every time something happens I think to myself I should blog about that, but whenever I sit down in front of the computer I have a new distraction. this week my parents are going to Newport Beach to visit some friends that live there and they are bringing Logan with them, I was planning on going with them but after talking to Jacob I realized that I need to stay here to earn some extra money. Its killing me that I haven't been on vacation in so long! All I could think about for a while was how nice it would be to go to the beach and have some sun on my face and some sand in my crack, but we need the money and I have gotten so fat that I'm afraid I might be mistaken for a beached wale plus I really need to be waxed before some parts of my body go on display. Oh well! there is always next summer.

#?

Jacob and I have been so busy recently, we have a lot to do and very little time to do it all in. 2 weeks ago my parents took Logan to Utah with them on a trip, from what I was told he had an absolutely fantastic time! Logan also gained several new fans, including the whole Scorsby clan,and my uncle Bob who has already suggested making a visit to az in the near future specifically to see Logan. My poor mom, she goes and goes and goes w/ that kid and she rarely gets a rest. Jacob and I had a great time that week, we were able to do all those things we had been putting off and it felt wonderful to sleep in and spend time with Jacob.

sometimes its strange how quickly everything can turn around, Jacob and I had planned on spending a nice little weekend together, we woke up on sat. morning and headed out to grab breakfast, we brought it home and right as we were about to sit down to eat my mom called me, she asked me to come over to her house right away, she told me that she needed me to watch Logan b/c my dad had just gotten in a really bad accident. I guess what happened was that while he was traveling in the bike lane a van turned right in front of him, he had a little bit of time to break, so luckily he slowed down a little but not enough, he ended up crashing into them and his head and body broke out the passenger side window,this knocked him out and when he came to they called my mom.
he broke his jaw but they didn't have to wire it shut, they attached a permanent plate to it, he has a lot of cuts and bruises, his left hand looks like a rubber glove blown up because its so swollen, but over all he is ok, well he will be ok. he is alive and that is the most important thing.
I have been on major emotional overload! and I'm sick to boot. I just want all my loved ones to know how much i care about them b/c everything can change in an instant.

#13

HAPPY LATE THANKSGIVING TO ALL!
I had a wonderful thanksgiving this year, Jacob's family was out of town so we spent it with my family and the food was delicious! i hope everyone else had the same! things have been pretty good w/ Jacob and I, money is tight and we are both working almost all the time, but we are finding ways to be close and we are still madly in love. I work 8am-6pm almost daily and Jacob works from 4pm-12:30am so we never really see each other on the weekdays and we defiantly don't see each other in the evenings, its hard and i miss him all the time, but thanks to our hard work i am proud to say that we have been able to pay off all of his dept within 5 months! i am excited for Christmas, all the decorations and family, i love to holiday spirit!

#12

Ok so I admit it! I'm bad blogger! I know this blog wont makeup for me lameness but hopefully some people will forgive me. Jessica is in town this week, she is such a crap starter! its ridiculous, poor kaddy she just sits quietly and puts up w/ it. Last night we went out to dinner then started a fire and tonight we went to like 5 different places and rocked out in the car, OH and we tried do scare dizzle and bizzle but it was a no go, all in all its been a great weekend so far!

#11

My 8 obsessions.....8 things that I am passionate about...

1. Jacob Anderson
2. My family
3. My friendships
4. My religion
5. Makeup
6. Food
7. Sleep
8. Love

8 words or phrases I use often...

1. Jacob
2. No
3. We'll see
4. I have no money
5. I can't breath
6. I love you
7. Thank you
8. Please

6 things I want to do before I die...

1. Have a baby
2. No longer be dependent on my parents
3. Go on a shopping spree
4. See all the awesome chicks I know fall in love get married and make families
5. Buy my own home
6. maintain a healthy diet


8 things I have learned from my past..

1. Don't cry over spilt milk, sometimes crying helps; like when you need something from a teacher or a sales person or if you just need an emotional release, but most of the time its a waste of time.
2. Be careful who you trust
3. Give people the benefit of the doubt
4. It's worth waiting for
5. I wish I had liked myself better in my teens, I was a really amazing person and I didn't even know it b/c I was to busy hating myself, I think I would have been a better person and I would have expected more out of myself if I had only known just how great I was. I cant change that now but I just want people to know that now there are days I look in the mirror and love everything about the person I see and except her for all her faults, I can even do that looking at myself naked :)
6. Don't lie, its not worth it
7. Any one can change if they really want to
8. Parents are weird

8 places I would love to go or see..

1. New Zealand
2. 4 Corners
3. New York City
4. Canada
5. Spain
6. The future
7. Hawaii
8. Aspen Grove w/ my family


8 things I currently need or want...

1. My husband
2. Money
3. A maid
4. No debt
5. less stress
6. a perscriptin
7. Money
8. To lose 20 pounds